not sure, I'm completely broke. I have handled money very badly and I'm in debt up to my eyeballs. I don't have enough to even pay the normal monthly bills. I have let fear get in my way of many things I know God is not a God of fear, but I let it in none the less. And that is the reason I am in this mess I am very embarrassed to say that I can't even open my mail because I'm afraid to. I'm afraid it's another bill I can't pay, or other bad news. I know that is not a good thing but I have been doing this for a while. And now I have a HUGE MESS! I'm very scared, Lord-God please show me how what should I do and give me the strength to do it. Please take the fear away from me. I do believe in the Lord Jesus. Please help me get through this and guide me so I can be the person I'm meant to be. Lord I am so far from from where I'm meant to be I need your Love, Peace, Joy, Understanding, Guidance to get me there. In your name I pray Amen It has taken a lot for me to say this,I hope you understand that. Im trying to Be the Person I am to be. I hope this make sense to you.